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Saturday, August 27, 2022

this isn't a revolution

I just rolled this out on twitter but I'm going to put it here in case that account goes poof. 

It started with me quoting an earlier tweet I made quoting Elon's tweet.

Let's define civilization, though. Macro? Micro? World trade? International commerce? I'm not against more babies and people, but civilizations are what we make them. The problem imo is how unknowledgable we've all become of basic survival even in small groups.

I decided today that needs more context.

I might say this in easier to understand context. Engineered pop collapse is the bigger risk because it means the controllers will ultimately gain more control over everything in our lives. The fewer we are, the harder it'll be to resist or fight back, the crueler they can be enforcing how we live. When pops 'collapse', stuff looks so dire that we will do what we're told to survive, even if it means congregating into huge surveilled smart cities as the new nation-states, lockdown with no more travel, no property rights. We'll be manageable.

Smart agriculture will feed us, smart tech will maintain us, and highly controlled population will become the new city-state religion. We'll be happy and not own anything, just like they say. We'll be monitored and evaluated and we will behave.

THAT is the death of civilization as we know it. If you don't believe me, why was this tweet shadowbanned.

Whatever else is going on, good or bad, yay or nay, I'm not seeing the UN agenda 2030 being slowed down. If you haven't looked into that yet (I read that stuff in 2009 on their website), if you are not alarmed at how well they're orchestrating population genetics saturation, if you're not seeing the border problem as population genetic mixing before the final city-state lockdowns coming, you're not understanding human breeding and control systems. Healthy populations are the goal for smart cities. The covid-vax die-off is weeding out the sick.

You may not remember me saying this.

Did you guys notice they've stopped doing census? I learned census in one of my degree programs. Census shows pop change over time. Counters watching trending are now using world death counts and comparing to census populations. Some are reporting deaths worldwide from everything have risen markedly since the vax rollout. News isn't telling us we are dying off. News isn't investigating the destruction of food facilities hiding overages. News isn't keeping up with drastic world changes while they repeat the same things over and over distracting us.

We think things are still the same because they raised gas prices and we still see cars on highways. We think it's the same because we still see people in schools and at work. We aren't noticing the people dropping off the radar, the houses going empty, the quiet buy-ups.

We see new construction and assume everything must still be ok, but we aren't questioning who is sponsoring the construction, what is changing about construction, and how the new constructions are shaping future population movement. For example, a small city sort of near my area is exploding with new construction. Amazon warehouse is coming, another airport is coming, new residential is coming, schools literally built back to back to back, new businesses booming, but the key is this city is close enough to a bigger city to grow into a utilities add-on.

We are literally watching the development of a smart city. All the new traffic cams, all the new cell towers, all the new zoning requirements, all the new restrictions and regulations, all the people moving into the regulated areas. Think it's not coming? Ask how all this construction is happening after worldwide lockdowns, so many people not working, and money on the brink as news reports economy near collapse. I'm pretty sure all that is a front, part of a much bigger control plan. We will be stopped in our tracks economically so we will comply.

There is way too much incongruity going on to not see this. There is way too much not being explained or even looked into sliding under all our radar. This isn't making logical sense if the world is the way they're reporting it on the news.

The controllers are in control, and I'm not seeing that changing despite all the white hat talk. If anything, I'm seeing white hat talk keeping another set of sheep subdued into believing all they have to do is wait... it's almost time... soon... it will be biblical.

If you are waiting to be saved somehow, you're not actively figuring out how to survive this. Old testament was about surviving occupation and enslavement for 400 years at a time. Will your lineage survive? Are you teaching your children how to keep belief close to the vest?

How much of this started before our grandparents were born? Weather manipulation, particle accelerators, propaganda, grid technologies over free energy technologies- ALL of this started over 100 years ago. ALL of this is part of a much longer plan. TRUST THE PLAN. ๐Ÿค” Which one?

I would love nothing more than for white hats to source link hard evidence of actual resistance and fighting back. ACTUAL. Not something that blends in or covers over or purports. I am a very patient person, but I'm watching people die off by the millions. THAT.

As long as there is die-off, it's really hard not to see both white hat and black hat agendas on the same track. I would love to see, actually see, good guys that are doing something besides legalism. If legalism is the bottom line, this isn't a revolution.

Tuesday, August 2, 2022


 This is from Restored Republic via a GCR: Update as of August 2, 2022 | Dinar Chronicles

Greg ONeill response to Duncan Roads’ editor@nexusmagazine.com assertion that there is no GCR, nor GESARA/NESARA (see Duncan’s email below this response).

Hi Duncan, Thanks for sharing your opinion on the GCR/RV, but you are wrong. Since you seem to have missed it:

  • Not long ago President Putin officially announced the Global Currency Reset, with his country’s Ruble now gold asset backed.
  • The BRICS Nations and others have switched to gold asset backing of their currencies, with other countries applying to join them.
  • Zimbabwe officially announced their issuing of gold coins to give their money value globally.
  • My bearer bonds are denoted in their currency. The bonds I have are recognized as sovereign bank debt instruments, originally issued to pay off IMF debts, printed in Germany at the same company the Chinese printed their bonds at. The bond serial numbers have been authenticated.
  • The Federal Reserve is now part of the US Treasury, and they have printed our new gold asset backed USN/USTN (US Treasury Note) currency, replacing the worthless Federal Reserve Note (FRN) / US Dollar (USD).
  • One of my contacts is the acknowledged regent of the Kingdom of Hawai’i, which is regaining its sovereignty as a nation, and will no longer be a ‘captured’ state of the defunct, bankrupt corporate US Inc. He is at the Tier 3 level for the GCR/RV. His country’s treasury has bonds, and currencies to be revalued. He has high level contacts in the military, and in the Judge Advocate General’s office, with officers assigned to work with him during this transition from state to nation. He knows, as well as others that the GCR/RV is real, and is underway.
  • Whether or not you believe it is of no consequence, you are free to believe as you wish. Your negative commentary is your own, there are many people around the world who do not share your personal opinion, and I am one of them. The people you have copied are also free to believe as they wish, to do their own research, free to form their own opinion.
  • A bearer bond is not a currency note, never has been. It’s value is backed by the assets of the country that issued the bond, in this case that country has immense, proven deposits of diamonds, gold, and rare earth metals used in electronics industries.
  • Sovereign debt must be redeemed, it is not debt that can be written off like a bank loan might be. You can visit <www.oanda.com> to use their currency converter and the latest Forex rates for the ZWL (Zimbabwe Dollar), now officially gold backed, and convert that currency to USD (USN), as you will see the currency these bonds are denoted in has a tangible, real world value. 
  • Your Australia has issues, as America has, and we need to do what we can to get our countries back, under the rule of law, and out of the hands of the globalists, but that is up to the people, the majority to do what is needed to replace a government that does not serve the people it was formed to serve.
  • Good luck in getting your country back, as we fight here to get our original Constitution, and republic, back. Enjoy your week. Thanks again for expressing your opinion, the truth will come out one way or the other. Best regards, Greg  

On Mon, Aug 1, 2022 at 5:04 PM Duncan Roads editor@nexusmagazine.com wrote: You don’t seem to understand, that whole NESARA, GESARA, GCR, QFS, RV – is all bullshit. It is a false-hope psyop deliberately inserted into our community starting over 20 years ago. It was false hope spread by known intel agents then, and it has not changed. STOP waiting for anyone to come save the day – THAT is what THEY WANT you to do, because it means you will take no action, other than spreading more false hope across the internet. They literally WANT you to believe in all that, and they want you to stay at home waiting for it. Please, all of you, wake up and stop eating the false hopium. There is going to be NO GCR !!

Thursday, July 14, 2022

medicine hat

If anyone has been following all my blogs, you know it's all scattered out there.

I had said I don't want to remember. I don't want the responsibility of remembering. I've known I'm incognito now, but I didn't want to remember why, despite the dreams and remotes and just knowing things.

Today it all connected and I remember. The way I'm about to say this is like a composite of much more and bigger things.

I knew what they were going to do to save the world, and it would have been much worse than what is being done by THEM. The future would have been wiped out to purge it all. I won't go into details except to say the logic was fallacy, essentially making the effort moot.

Some of us were on teams. I'll leave that vague. We had autonomy to run our teams, and as we filtered down to less and less of us left to finish the changes, we started realizing what we were doing wasn't going to work. At one point while I was split from 2 or 3 team members that were left, I realized we wouldn't get another shot at a do-over if something weren't done immediately. There was no time to communicate. I acted. Everything changed. 

I remember some of the tech we lost every time we made a change, which I've written about in a number of blog posts across blogs over the years. We were working on downgrading, on making it harder to seed humanity into the transhuman agenda. We were working against time, against machines that could use time like a tool. There was no other way to kill it without killing all of us. But I do remember some of what was lost and no longer exists.

Some of us joined the agenda to survive. Some of us got caught into it and played along to survive. Some of us kept working on subterfuge. Some of us switched teams, sometimes over and over. We couldn't know who to trust any more.

Some of us decided that if the world winds up going into the agenda, there are still ways to remain intact, to remember, and we would keep remembering. It's important to remember. The akashic records never change like the timelines do. That is what's important. Nothing is ever really lost. (The machine doesn't access the akashic records the way we do, which is why human retention as transhuman is important. Otherwise it wouldn't matter. The agenda is to blend us.)

Trying to make it all go away isn't a real answer. It doesn't fix anything. Trying to save everything nearly loses all of it. We've tried it all. We've barely kept a main timeline intact enough to keep working on this. We can't save the code and paste it all back in if we wipe the page, does that make sense?

What we think is real is real enough, but isn't the original real. It's twisted and scarred, broken and forced into new positions like a broken bone being reset.

I've been on this world a very long time. I'm in a body now with blood from just about every kind of person in the world in me.

I know it's time to say this now because some dreams were told to me this year that were about me, and now it's time to remember.

One of the dreams was relayed thusly- Saw a woman with pink electric wings flying high and free and strong. Then she flew down into a blue world and her wings were gone. Fell deeper and darker fading until all that was left were pink electric eyebrows that became wings once again. She soared very small until she broke through and flew free.

Another dream went like this- The face dream was in a big open space like a cathedral or something. No idea what was being chanted. Face was giant. Floor to ceiling. (I lost the rest of the dream.)

My own thoughts as we talked about the dreams. One of my favorite books is Till We Have Faces. This person having the dreams had never heard of the Face of Boe. The face dream seemed astral. I think the pink electric wings is #pinkyblog with which I'm able to reach out and touch the world and watch the world read what is in my mind. The soaring very small might conceivably be this difficult life I've been in, I have reduced to such a simple life while I survive it but this is the kind of thing that leads to ascension.

I shared a dream many years ago about a white mare with one eye on her hip who gave birth to a foal with 2 blue eyes on one hip that left the foal and came after me, pulling my hands away from my face and pressing against my own eyes. I never before even thought that might have been a medicine hat.

When I was a small child I was angry at God for not letting me be born a horse again. I have faint memories of being a wild horse and tamed by a very patient man who I, in my horsey way, committed very deeply to. This year I realized my role as a pale horse looking for my rider resolved and now I feel like I've accomplished what I came back to this world to do.

Everything feels so metaphorical and weird and crazy but it keeps fitting and I keep finding more and more about what is really going on that is messing the world up. I daresay some of us have been on this world through several ages, as measured by the Hopi. There are so many ways of seeing how and why we are here that it almost doesn't matter.

What matters is remembering, even if it all feels scattered. Remember how to get back to what is not lost.

Saturday, April 30, 2022


The following screenshots are all from SiriusBShaman on twitter. Apologies for the rough grabs, I was in the car a lot today and snagged them on the run. 

I cannot speak to these screenshots as any kind of interpreter, but I do have experience playing chess and very much appreciate all these beautiful sets and the time it took to get them tweeted out. I will add a few words here and there as reader commentary. 

This first shot isn't necessarily related but it's cool. You can pop it open as a separate image and zoom to see it.

I didn't find a precursor to his feed suddenly turning to chess. This was the first one. It immediately caught my interest because I have loved chess all my life. One year I created a chess thread for kicks on a forum I contributed to at  Chess boards I wish I could collect - SyFyDesigns.com.

If you are not yet tuned to the Great Awakening and the 'game' being played for control of the matrix we live in (yes, I'm not kidding), even though this doesn't seem chess related, it's a peek at a timeline that's been erased from historical memory. We have buildings all over the world that don't fit cultures they're in and have yet to be replicated, and no explanation how and why they exist. 

I'll personally play chess with anything, but those are nice pieces. My decisions about how I play generally defer more to my opponent's moves. Shall I kill now or dance around playing death by a thousand cuts? Basically, how long can my opponent stand being annoyed by me?

I used to look for chess board auctions taking bids just to drool over the sets. My favorite set ever sold for around $32,000. This isn't anything like it, but it made me think of that.

What's really fun is when candy and cake makers make edible chess sets. Wouldn't that be yummy?

Sometimes the pieces remind me of people. This set makes me think of high end shopping and people who drip with the finer things.

This one feels more like academia and offices closed off from the general public. My psychologist had a chess set in his office and in the many years I saw him, I never once played him. I did that on purpose. I knew from extensive play that he'd be able to read me and I denied him that. That is a real life chess move.

The pieces being a little plainer in this set allows the beautiful work crafted into the board to shine through. Sometimes real life is like that. I love looking at what people create. They look like plain people but make the most beautiful and unique things.

This would be a bitch to dust if you left it out, but it looks hardy enough to stand a little dishsoap. I'm sure people who can see its value think I'm blaspheming.

I've never played on a board marked with coordinates. Sometimes I wish I had.

Without another object for context, this looks tiny and crowded. Wonder if it is magnetic. I used to take my little magnetic board everywhere.

I've seen rocks being used for chess pieces in a pinch. Is this the more industrial side of life? Are these the engineers and laborers of the world?

This set looks very old. The king looks like an owl.

This was a repeat tweet. No idea if it was intentional.

I'm guessing he was asking twitter readers to chime in.

We're going metaphorical now. Metaphysical, even. I've often seen my own life through a chess board. Astral, "relating to a supposed nonphysical realm of existence to which various psychic and paranormal phenomena are ascribed, and in which the physical human body is said to have a counterpart" (encyclopedia.com).

That tweet was so long I split it into two screenshots. These must be the people sitting idly by living a peaceful life.

And quite suddenly, we're in a narrative that looks like nearly the end of a story... Artificial Intelligence? This sounds like it's more than simply playing chess against a computer. It sounds like history playing out was controlled or something. Maybe that chess board is a hint. The 'world' seems to locked in a pyramind shaped terrarium.

This next set actually looks like rugged war frozen in time, as if reality could be locked into pieces that get put into play over and over.

The Astral looks a bit... stretched out. There are way too many squares. If you close your eyes you could probably imagine a weird illusion of both far away and close up. I think the way he's talking about the pieces here is really about real life 'players'. You know, like all the world's a stage and we are but players.

People are pieces in a game, perhaps. We are used for various things like profit and skills and leverage and all kinds of things. I've won games with pawns many times. Does that make me a grand master? I've never cared to find out. I did once beat a man who'd studied chess for years and claimed to be master level player. He asked me what plays were my favorite. He had studied the books. I never opened a chess book. I had no idea what he meant. I held him at checkmate within minutes and he left the table. A kid slid into his place and I kept playing, because I love all the ways people play. I think that is the secret to the game. Anyone can play. Not everyone enjoys playing for playing's sake.

When we are in the world of people all around us, we play games all day long. We must interact correctly. There are rules. We size each other up and figure out how to move with the crowds. The Knights were always my favorite. Leave me with naught but a king, a knight, and a bishop and I could run the board against any odds. Knights are nonlinear and can 'move through walls'. People in real life like that seem more magical than the people who are supposed to have magic. It's like they live on a different plane of reality. I agree with Sirius, I can usually find the Knights around me. They are rare. They walk in heavenly realms, or something otherwordly sounding.

We are born onto a world chess board into player bodies that must play by social rules. Institutional setups are like concentric circles of control around us. I wonder who actually runs the board. 

I don't know if this is a quote. I'm not finding it. I must confess, I see my queen as expendable if it makes my opponent sloppier with gloat. Playing chess is more about dancing around in someone else's head than moving pieces on a board. The pieces are there to distract so the person opposite doesn't feel  me in their head.

Nope. What matters is what I just said up there. If you expand this thought, it's like keeping a populace entranced with a screen so they don't feel the vitriol in a government plotting their abuses and deaths. Wait, did I just... Nothing, disregard that. The chess board thing is all metaphorical, right? Not like being in certain buildings even matter, except... 

When white goes first, depending on the play, it's possible to checkmate in a couple of moves. It's called Fool's Mate. I did that by accident once, didn't know it was even a named play. A guy sweet talked me into going to his posh house for a bong and a game of chess, and I'm sure more than that. Problem was, he was about the most arrogant guy I ever met, and by the time he had the board set up I had already decided to decimate him as prompltly as possible instead of my usual dancing around drawing the game of torture out. Oh man was he pissed, literally kicked the board and started throwing things. I said thanks for the game and made it out the door, into my car, and down the road before he could do something more drastic. Angry sex isn't fun when someone is that pissed.

I like pawns. Most of them are good people.

I'm sure Sirius is giving serious advice here ๐Ÿ‘‡ but without more context, it's hard knowing what one is supposed to get out of so few words. I think the leap here is about grasping that the world is set up in a way that mimics actual chess. Chess goes way back. "As per legend, chess originated around 200 B.C. Hรกn Xin, a commander, invented chess to represent an important battle in the history of China. The game was soon forgotten and resurfaced in China with new rules in the 7th century A.D. Chess became popular with the name XiangQi, which meant elephant game." From Who Invented Chess? A Detailed Guide to the Origin of Chess (mpl.live). So strategy in game is relevant to real life. Knights must be trained to astral skirmish or something.

Each player is tied to a body. We may be able to reach far with our consequences, but we are always in the here and now with our bodies. Some people might be able to disguise their potential.

Pawns, like paid players? Or maybe trained players? Players who are easy to be persuaded into moves for king and country (or whatever they are loyal to) that draw attention away from those pulling their strings. We are all trained to be loyal somehow.

I did not know this, but after some of the experiences I've had throughout my life, I know I'm protected. I'm not knowledgeable about astral, I just know I can do things. I guess it makes sense there would be refs, like game moderators. I instinctively set up Thorns II because attacks have gotten so ridiculous a few times.

You know how kids play, they animate everything themselves, right. Some adults continue doing that. Imagine a non biological entity playing dolls and monopoly with humans as the dolls and game pieces. Would AI see anything wrong with that if we do it to each other ourselves?

Positions of power = full astral constructs? ๐Ÿค” If the masses believe it, does it become real? (Are politicians astral contructs? ๐Ÿ˜‚)

Hey, if the pretty ones sit idly by living peaceful lives, someone's gotta fill the player roles.

So a person who knows how to step up and direct circumstances is virtually as powerful as a king? How is a king powerful, newbies to chess might ask. And what does that have to do with a grand master? We saw this play out in 2018 when Trump globetrotted. This was one of many chess moves, for example. Trump made some major missteps when meeting queen (yahoo.com)

I think we've all been caught in 'sent back home' Parcheesi days. 

See, pawns can be good people. I like pawns. 

'Chess pieces' = us. Or whatever institution is bossing, or whatever media is yapping.

F6 is a booby trap square.  Or maybe the pawn is Project Veritas. ๐Ÿ˜‚

We like to feel important. Well, except those sitting idly by living peaceful lives, which is starting to look smart. Unless it's a covid lockdown. 

Unlike my date back there, alas.

Every culture has their version of the world board. Games within games, boards within boards. It's all very layery. 

I could go off on tangents about stuff like Star Wars boards being all the rage in modern distraction, but I'll stop. 

I wanna know more about that soup.

One of my sets is Napoleon and the pieces have fitted nests like that.

I don't know if this is what some of my weird nightmares have been about, but those are no joke. You learn moves fast like that.

We live in two worlds. 

My dad shows up when I need help. He's all business and things calm down real fast.

If this is AI in real life, we need to up our game.

Fave. I haven't been saying much because Sirius is pretty much in your head now. 

Look around real life. Recognize the players for what they are, locked in roles.

That was the last one I saw before I started this.