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Saturday, December 8, 2018

Thursday, December 6, 2018


Accidentally tabbed over a paragraph and was looking for a way to turn off auto save on blogger because it's constantly saving changes every few seconds. Ran into a wonderful post about how to recover with an undo maneuver using control-Z.


Spent an hour and a half on something very feely and I'm so messed up now.

I'll try again later. It's important. I can't even right now though, hard to see through tears welled up.


Ok, I found a blogger tutorial of a sort that suggests using a static page to work on. Basically, you can create in pages (as opposed to posts), and people don't see them unless you manually add them to a page list, like I often do on my blogs. If I start on a page, give it a title, write a sentence, and then publish, I can go back and edit without autosave happening. So I thought I'd try it on this since I've published it, and sure enough, there is absolutely no save button at all. There is update, which will make this visible, or revert to draft, which will pull it back from public.

I still have my browser history to help me reconstruct what I was working on because of the pages I opened to get links and stuff, so that is a partial relief. You guys know my memory problems are horrible if you've known Pinky for awhile. I've gotten way better since 2012 but I still get holes in even recent short term memory and it's very difficult to reconstruct. I easily aced difficult blue book essays on finals in college because my memory back then was incredible, so the contrast to that nowadays leaves me a bit devastated. But if there is anything I've learned, you can lose nearly everything and still come back!

So. When I start over, I will work in pages instead of posts. The only problem with that is I have to copy/paste over to a post in the editor once I'm done. I have done so much copy/paste and code fixing over the last 5 years that I'm pretty sick of it, but somebody call the wah-mbulance, right?


Sunday, December 2, 2018

reconcile- to make compatible, consistent, harmonious- the opposite of faceplant, basically

My tumblr is now gone. I've been combing through facebook some more, deleting tons of junk I probably never would have looked at again. Facebook is the ultimate pile on the desk of our lives if you think about it. You wouldn't believe how many things that we share go blank as some of the pages go dormant. It's weird going back through a month here or there a few years ago and seeing a whole stream of empty post shares.

This, interestingly, now redirects to a Victoria's Secret page. It was originally one of those comprehensive test sites that help people determine where they are with behavioral or memory issues, so it was a bit shocking to see it redirect to nearly nude women in a full pizzaz soft porn way that got this particular older share flagged for content, and I never got a notification about it. You guys might wanna comb through your facebooks.

This share was just last April, and it's already gone.

That link still works but it goes to this. That blog post sat there for over 6 1/2 years before it was removed, because 2018 is the year freedom of speech was suddenly yanked away and hosts slit their own wrists taking huge stock market and ad cuts shutting down opinion and research calling it hate speech.

Just wanna go on record that I was sharing this stuff years before it became fashionable. Since I'm deleting my facebook chunk by chunk, I'll link it directly to youtube. His name is a household word now, thanks to David Wilcock.

As I go through my past collecting a few personal pics and tossing loads of impersonal shares into the bin, I'm realizing how not me most of that was. I remember wondering a few times in the past why someone would refer to me as this or tag me for that and now I'm seeing it all rolling out and going ohhhh... I shared things I thought funny or thought provoking for some reason, and they got associated with my personality. I can look back on my Pinky blog and Pond of Death struggles now understanding where things went awry and amiss. I didn't put myself first. I stepped aside and allowed other people to sort of corral me into mind games I didn't realize I was part of, and then when I was myself and things got awkward several times, I wound up owning it, even though I couldn't reconcile it. It was hard and lonely work, but the really deep spiritual stuff is, isn't it?

I can literally sift the direction my entire last 5 to 6 years of public history stream going the direction it did down to one key person, and no one that knows me right now would even have a clue. It was the most innocent of happenstances, but I've been back paddling ever since. After that one particular day, everything I have tried to do has been misdirected profusely by a string of connected people and things that derailed me almost continually in one way or another. And the derailing is what I have always owned personally. I should have gone with my gut, but I was trained from childhood to let others go first, and so I set the path of my own frustration. Since I have come around the long way and learned ever so much during years of chaos both online and off, I feel my perspective has multidimensionally deepened and broadened considerably, so who knows, maybe I am the better for it. It's hard to say. I look back at 6 years ago and see my one dimensional perspective struggling to open up to multilayered thinking, and it turns out I am fairly adept now at juggling eggs and chainsaws.

And time keeps racing by. Or does it...

Saturday, December 1, 2018

soooo much happening hard and fast but where is my head...

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it just looks cool

I haven't been checking stats anymore because I broke the chain of stat addiction, but apparently I still have a readership, and even though I no longer have facebook or push updates regularly, people are coming here on their own anyway. So I'm taking the day off from tech-moderating the game server to share. There is a lot. Pretend I handed out coffee and tacos.

Here's a teaser.

Y'all know me, I can't get through a convo like that without bringing up Lexx being prophetic. But first, buckle up. What you probably need to understand before we go any further is that the group I'm hanging out with has years of inner circle intel and operations on the ground experience.

Here is the Vimana article that was linked.
Was A 5,000 Year Old Vimana Unearthed in Afghanistan?

Apparently the term "time wells" is an inner intelligence circle designation for that kind of anomaly.

Tesla was very important because he demonstrated how easily and cheaply energy is to spread to the masses. Well, that got squashed, and a bunch of his documentation went missing. Off the subject where I'm going, Trump's uncle worked with Tesla. Y'all can throw that into searches if you aren't familiar while I get back to my think path.

I had asked "You mentioned a team, same team throughout, or meeting up here and there with other teams?" and Q42 had answered "Several small teams make up a league. No, it has nothing to do with intelligence and everything to do with immediate environment. Some lifestyles just don't mesh with awareness."

Again, because I get excited about anything that denotes timeline discontinuity.

Anonwulfhund said "What caused the 8 troops to vaporize? Tesla was experimenting with the same technology when he patented his UFO design using Tesla coils filled with mercury" So that is how Tesla and red mercury enter the time discontinuity part of the convo. Skipping for now over the timelines that won't allow the construction of red mercury, I brought Spock into the picture. I have some memorable rants on the webs about red matter. However, I never throw out the entire bath. I believe scifi holds many truths.

Click to see what ORME has to do with the Philosopher's Stone. May as well also look up red mercury.

And now y'all just recalled all your Harry Potter training, lol. Truth in fiction, guys.

"No one is currently making red Mercury because it cannot exist in our time line."

I asked "Who changed it from how it used to be?" and he answered "In a nutshell, we are in a permanent loop. CERN is created, time goes by and they discovered the Higgs boson particle. What they didn't realize is that the Higgs boson actually created our own Big Bang. So time resets, billions of years go by, humans evolved and built CERN, discovered the Higgs boson and it is creating paradox universes that seem familiar but aren't. String theory says we shouldn't notice, but it also says we could. So, are we our own creators?"

Let that all sink in.

In a short Q&A burst we already touched on so many different theoretical philosophical scientific and science fiction scenarios that, if you are like me, scenes from literally hundreds of television shows are flying through your minds, not to mention the possibility of real time travel, time looping, and the Mandela effect everyone is crazy about right now.

And, of course, I was about to add to that. Here you go, Lexx fans.  You can see more about this on my Lexxperience post The Dark Zone and the Cycles of Time. Lexx fans have been discussing time as a loop cycle for 2 decades.

Quick look at 8chan (grabbed on my phone so not linked)-

Prince on the beach about choice in season 3 of Lexx, anyone?

And then I wrote "You mentioned the CERN pipe theory you had, was it because of this "The LHC first went live on 10 September 2008,[53] but initial testing was delayed for 14 months from 19 September 2008 to 20 November 2009, following a magnet quench incident that caused extensive damage to over 50 superconducting magnets, their mountings, and the vacuum pipe"? I wanna say something creepy, because you said cosmic consciousness. I've had a beef with the Illuminati entertainment industry for years burying Lexx for being too truthful and waking people up, and the key element in the last season was the Higgs Boson, and the overarching theme was time goes in a circle.", but by then I think the convo was being diverted. You know me, it's really hard to let something go once I get my focus on.

And here we might have our answer.

Another quick look at 8chan-

It's very important that we don't let negativity keep the ship stuck, guys. Going on a quick tangent, flipping the way we see things allows us to find many answers..

The end is the beginning.

Q is rocking the ship.

Hang on, guys. It's time. And if you need more while you hang on, this is excellent.
Montauk Project - Victim Exposes Time Travel, Mind Control, Conspiracy Theories And Aliens

Next clicks back to where I got it-

Pointed out by @primecreator2 to those of us watching. Why Venus? Maybe because originally we come from Mars by way of Venus. We may have a much longer history in our solar system than we know, and we may be finding out for sure within our lifetimes.