-Mobile continuation from Xanga blog PinkyGuerrero at PinkyGuerrero, Pinky, this blog is Janika, ongoing continuation at blogs Basically Clueless & PinkFeldspar, in that order.
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-Personal blog for Janika Banks.
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Wednesday, November 28, 2018

where is my head this week

click pick for pink hot chocolate recipe

When a sun sneezes, we all go that was awesome.

"Post human" on the list of human enhancements. o_o

Someone else who has weird dreams like me.

Click this next for the weirdest dream I ever had.

And if you wanna skip it and go straight to Christmas, here you go.

Sunday, November 25, 2018

pinkyblue, the Yablo way

There really is so much going on and keeping track of that I can barely pull focus back into blog, but here's basic gist.
  • I have put a million hours into game server availability over Thanksgiving weekend.
  • I recorded the Macy's parade on two different channels so I can look for someone I know marching.
  • I'm making a beautiful main course rice dish out of the leftover turkey, includes broccoli, shredded cheeses, crumbled bacon, bits of cream cheese, onion powder, and you can basically fancy it up any way you want.
  • I have already eaten 7 bags of brussels sprouts in the last week. I'm not sorry. I pan roast those in bacon drippings and then liberally sprinkle with aged balsamic and powdered parm. You can also fancy those up with garlic, crumbled bacon, whatever.
  • I got so busy that hours just passed by in your eye blink.
I'm very tired, but I think I know what I want to say now. And maybe it really is time.

Saturday, November 24, 2018

the ascension in Stargate SG-1, Atlantis, and Universe is a real thing

I'm finally watching Above Majestic. I preordered back in October on vimeo. I'm also behind about 6 hours in podcasts I've started watching and stopped halfway for reasons, intending to get back to them, most of them Linda Moulton Howe.

I'm also getting into the density thing

and migrating into Kabbalah.

This is a series of fun and challenging reads that I found on Prime Creator on twitter.

Prologue- Origin
Chapter 1- Birth of the Messiah
An Open Letter from God to Creation

Catch up on @PrimeCreator2  Q “Tip” tweets

When I say wake up, it's because #GreatAwakening.

Because ascension.

The Coming Solar Flash & the Galactic Federation – Q&A with Corey Goode

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

of course this happens after I dump statcounter

This next tweet was one of those accidental wins but it was on the wrong account. I was disentangling the political stuff from my tweet gangs by moving my gang stuff to a rarely used account already in place, right? But I got in a hurry one day and forgot which account I had open on my phone.

Boom. I haven't been retweeted so hard in ages.

Nice analytics, too, you can see in this next one over 3K impressions. Even my best live tweets for scifi shows don't get this kind of eyes on.

But the day before that, a link to a blog post outstripped even that one. I NEVER got that on my regular Pinky twitter.

So joke's on me, I start running with the #QArmy and my stats go wild. I'm pure blind with just blogger stats, can't see the nuts and bolts of incoming, only some vague numbers and areas.

But if this is any indication, maybe some of you reading this need to catch up, because the articles calling this Q thing a flop is laughably desperate. Here are the easiest best ways to pick this up.

QClock explained it's a fun little game
#QClock on twitter and all these nice people help you get it faster

the qanon hub all the links in one place to many things

qmap.pub easier for me to read than the chans

deep state mapping project and downloadable map basically how all the dots connect

great awakening map the reason WHY qanon is part of a bigger plan

"The Great Awakening Map is the quintessential red-pill navigational chart for Escaping the Matrix and Returning to Source.

The map has been spotted on 8chan in accompaniment with the Q-Map and Deep State Mapping Project, and has served a vital role in The Great Awakening across the entire globe.

Over a decade of metaphysical research was collected prior to the map's release in mid-2018. Its continual design is produced and updated by Art House—the award-winning, international artist and researcher Champ Parinya."

Basically, in my own words, Q is the legalese making it possible to avoid a military coup, which would have happened if Trump hadn't won. You think I'm joking. I'm not joking. You guys who still think Illuminati is a joke and deep state is Trump have no idea how close we literally got to New World Order. Which isn't a joke, either. I know I have sounded crazy, but two years ago it was easy to say yeah, I'm legit crazy but this is what I think. Now there are tens of millions of people in 140+ countries hoping Q wins because this is a world phenomenon, and the ONLY reason Americans don't know this stuff is because we have been so lulled into complacency triggered responses that we can't believe anything any more unless we see 40 different television news channels repeat each other word for word every time something happens, which is continual. We are so trained to negatively respond and then tune out that we don't have a clue how owned we are. We have no idea what's even true, and all it takes is a picture or news blurb going viral to completely wreck us with hopelessness, anger, and despondency. It's almost impossible to feel good about life and humanity the way social medias and the 'news' keep wrecking us up every day. So when something good and cool and actually fun happens, like this huge mystery about real life and solving puzzles while the clock ticks and everyone starts talking together about things we're not supposed to talk about so the news has to shame us and then medias have to start shadowbanning us and taking down tens of thousands of accounts on twitter and facebook and instagram....

I was sneaking Pinky under the radar. I was still getting really good traffic, so I kept pushing a little more in here and there, and then one day I caught it being shadowbanned. My analytics all but crashed, and I had the proof via link clicks that I had way more traffic coming through medias than medias said I had. When someone is profiting off using people as products the way medias do and then start cutting those people off for having opinions even when it means they lose money over it... Facebook is rumored to fail since this started, guys, they literally sliced their own wrists doing this.

You don't think it's a big deal? Why in the world are they trying so hard to make the Q thing go away so y'all won't look at it or take it seriously, even if it means they lose business over it?

So I moved over to another account that's not shadowbanned and boom. Eyes on.

What comes next?

prepare for change solar flash event is coming
Divine Cosmos David Wilcock
Sphere-Being Alliance Corey Goode

Personally, the way I caught up over the year was by catching every hijacked David Wilcock video I could find on youtube, and pretty quickly that included Corey Goode. I'm not a Gaia subscriber, so I found the pure stuff. Linda Moulton Howe is awesome too.

I'm not the sort who wastes time or gets emotionally caught up. I'm autist, I sift through stacks of information very rapidly. I guess my brain is naturally made for that or something. I combed the desert, as they say, and I found plenty of gold, but it did take months for me to come to conclusions yay or nay, layered nefarious setups vs real hope. And honestly, I don't see any other way out. If Q is real, huzzah. If not, then we're rats in traps with no hope of rescue, because who else can possibly do something this big?

I never meant to get sidetracked like this, but this is important.

Here is a link to our Q discussions on discord with Q42. It will expire in 24 hours. There is supposed to be a Q&A tonight. You're welcome to check it out.

Monday, November 19, 2018

happy turkey bird

Basically how this holiday season already feels...

Today is "Have a Bad Day" day. Don't forget to remind everyone to have a bad day. 😂

I'm doing the usual, digging out from piles of laundry and dishes over the weekend and trying to pre-clean for holiday. Tomorrow got flipped, the day after is kiddo home from school, so I started really early yesterday with pumpkin cake with cream cheese frosting to soothe our souls, and I guess it's working because it's already nearly gone.

Totally in the mood for this movie for holiday week. And maybe Princess Bride for kiddo.

Saturday, November 17, 2018


I haven't been able to listen to this since she died. I have finally reached the place where I can embrace it again.

Friday, November 16, 2018


completely unrelated ugly sweater pic
clicks to source
Today I learned the difference between publication services and marketing services. My publication services are prepaid, so here's to being hopeful this is the year. I still have *looks at watch* 6 weeks, give or take.

And since I'm shutting down half my medias and accounts, looky there, all that play time opening up in my schedule.

That was my first successful phone meeting with a publisher in 5 years. I now have a publishing consultant and an editor.

Oddly, this is one of my brain drain days. I'm barely functioning. Kinda funny that what I consider barely functioning nowadays is like lightning compared to 5 years ago. I feel quaintly repressed. I don't have any 5G around me yet to blame it on. It's sunny out (I had to go make sure and peek out the blinds after I read that on intellicast because the bright light nerve pain thing is still a thing), so I can't blame changing barometric pressure. I think high pressure is harder on me than lower pressure. I've always like dark rainy days. Whatever it is, not yet dismissing I might be starting a virus @bonenado has gunked through all week. I feel like the Monday after New Year's weekend, so yeah, barely functional. 5 years ago it would have taken me hours just to write this one paragraph, so huzzah?

I was barely blogging last year around this time, so maybe it's a pre-Thanksgiving depression thing. I think I was figuring out I was on my own again. Ah, yes, another post confirms. There we go. The inside of my head always keeps the time before than the me on the outside. At least I got the Pinky thing figured out.

Srsly, if I didn't blog I'd be lost all the time.

Also, it hit pretty hard today that if I do this, I'm finally taking this hurdle head on.

I started a clan called REAPER on the server today since I'm the one packing up all the abandoned claims. I feel like the grim reaper of minecraft. And no one can be in my clan. Just me. I think the clan tag will look ominously cool with my staff tag.

[REAPER][Tech-Moderator]YabloVH: I told you stop picking up other people's pets. Next time you amulet a stray pet is a ban.

Still festive.

Thursday, November 15, 2018

surrealism bcuz anons vs illuminati and Q vs cabal and real life goes on

I'm still in the hair loss after surgery phase, 11 weeks out from double surgery. I haven't been too alarmed since I've been through much worse in the past, but I'm about ready for this to stop. I've been pushing extra protein off and on, since hair is made out of protein, and I guess it's working for other parts of me because my skin is looking really good again.

I've decided I hate unsalted butter and will be going back to salted. I thought that would be a good idea for cutting sodium, but the flavor was so weird and even kind of unexpectedly gross (I grew up on homemade butter, so I know butter) that I looked at the label and discovered there is a disturbing additive in the form of 'natural flavor'. I guess it makes sense, I know first hand that homemade butter can go sour if it's not properly wrapped and stored, especially for long periods, but I feel like my entire body is rejecting this additive and I feel sick eating it. So, back to salted butter.

I generally avoid 'natural flavors' because of mutiple food allergies. You can check it out if you want.
Attention, Allergy Sufferers: Beware of Natural Flavors
Chemical Warfare with “Natural Flavor”

*cut to helping kiddo tape art onto my laundry room walls in the middle of diverting to a player issue on the game server*

Ok, I'm done. It's 7:30 and I already just want to go to bed.

If you're still awake and bored enough to actually want to see the battle rage, here is the latest taunt against the cabal. You're welcome.

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

money fail imminent

So I'm still recovering from an unnamed other-state bank slurping up my local bank that I've had for decades and throwing all my automated payments into a black hole a couple of months ago.

I got late notices left and right before I figured that out because they didn't send out alerts saying Hey, you might need to keep an eye on your electronic billing while we do this.

So making late payments pretty much wound up being double payments the next month just before it all snapped back into place and started sliding auto payments through again, so basically in two months I've made 3 payments on part of my bills, plus I got hit with 3 annual auto payments in a 2 week time frame that had been trying to come through for a few weeks. Again, not getting alerts.

So about the time I think I get that straightened up, I'm getting slapped with overdrafts left and right because those 3rd payments are sneaking through like wtf, apparently auto payments roll out anyway even if accounts are caught up, so my Christmas money is gone.

At any rate, that cancer testing is finally paid off, and I've closed several paid accounts that I'm sick to death of paying on. Statcounter is gone, my proboards account is no longer ad-free, and I may be letting go of several other things, all along keeping in mind that my original plan was hilariously waylaid a couple of years ago already, soz...


The world economies are going to be crashing and resetting soon. This is very important. Please click that to read more.

Restored Republic via a GCR: Update as of Sept. 2, 2018

"1. The global transference of wealth legally went into full effect last evening midnight, or Saturday Sept. 1, 2018."...

Sunday, November 11, 2018

this is why I need an office with actual staff

clicks to a cool facebook page

Details ---------- Forwarded message --------- 

From: Jess Miller Date: Mon, Oct 1, 2018, 2:50 AM 
Subject: Research on Espresso Recipes 
To: myke (myke@syfydesigns.com) 

Dear Editor, My name is Jess and I’m the Editor at Jen Reviews. I was doing research on espresso recipes and just finished reading your wonderful blog post: http://syfydesigns.com/forum/off-topic-community-forums/general/241-pinky-stuff/page7 

 In that article, I noticed that you cited a solid post that I’ve read in the past: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Espresso 

 We just published a delicious dark chocolate mousse with espresso recipe complete with step-by-step pictures and detailed instructions. You can find it here: https://www.jenreviews.com/chocolate-mousse/ 

 If you like the recipe we’d be humbled if you cited us in your article. Of course, we will also share your article with our newsletter subscribers and followers across our social platforms. 

 Either way, keep up the great work! 

 Warmly, Jess

So basically, I'm a little late to the party, but since this was so graciously asked, sure, why not. Here it is on pinterest, twitter, and facebook. And what the heck, let's put it on SyfyDesigns as well, right? (will link that after I do it later)

click for Dark Chocolate Mousse with Espresso

I have no idea what to even think about this. This is an account you can see I never used much until lately. Obviously my much lower follower number means more engagement IF a bigger percentage of them actually engage, even though the total amount is smaller than Pinky. However, my literal engagement is so laughable that I'm wondering how in the world they jilted the analytics in the first place. Not complaining, just didn't expect it. I've barely been online today.

Shaking my head. Still deleting accounts, letting go of statcounter and tumblr soon, won't be long until most of my junk is gone and webmii is still clapping me on the back, so... I dunno. If 'the power of google drive' ever tanks, webmii won't even work, and I honestly think google will be running into some major reconstruction or possibly even a corporate takeover/makeover somewhere in future, so why bother? I'm not seeing any reason to keep my linkedin, either.

A lot of people didn't notice the 11/11 thing going by. My own family went about doing their own thing, kiddos had a great day out while I moderated game server and cooked yummy things. I'll be honest and admit I got emotionally sideswiped early on, but that's not unusual on antibiotic. I don't handle germ infestations right next to my brain very well, so this whole sinus by the brain thing stymies my personal logic, and next body I get could maybe separate those two features. But this year was a really big deal because it's the 100th anniversary of the end of the first world war, and the odd thing is quite a lot of people don't even realize we're in the last war right now. I'm hanging out with Q contacts nowadays and since most of the people I know don't even have a clue, or don't care to, they really have no idea what that even means.

Back to real life, just took the headphones off from support channel for the game server. Never in my life dreamed I'd be doing stuff like that. I like it.

Hoping they don't call school off tomorrow...


* WHAT...Snow and freezing drizzle expected. Total snow 
accumulations of up to 3 inches and ice accumulations of a light
glaze expected.

* WHERE...Portions of southeast Kansas and central, east central,
south central and southwest Missouri. Mainly snow will fall to
the north and west of an Anderson, Missouri to Salem, Missouri
line. Mixed snow and freezing drizzle will fall south of this

* WHEN...From 6 AM Monday to 3 AM CST Tuesday.

😑 I guess if I do have kiddo tomorrow, she can help me clear out an area for a Christmas tree. 🎄

In the meantime, I need some music.

Saturday, November 10, 2018

au revoir livre de mon visage

I have been folding up shop on facebook. I keep hearing that they are losing big ground and possibly on their way out. I never meant to make such a big camp over there, but between their massive censoring of pages, groups, and even personal walls and droves of people shutting their accounts and leaving, I see no sense keeping any kind of base camp there. Excepting for the small personal interaction feeds, the rest is nearly dead compared to 5 years ago. Facebook ushered in Big Brother like no other media on the planet, and I'm tired of the data breaches (I've been directly affected and personally intruded upon because of that several times), the continual settings readjustments (I could make a list of things we no longer have real control over), and the ridiculous witch hunts while the sex farming accounts remain with no real way to report them for content even when they use the words "sex slave" and give contact numbers.

I remember how disappointed I was in certain celebrities when I wrote this note on facebook. Conservative Hollywood rose up against Obama, and went dormant when Trump showed up. I personally don't care about that bit. What I care about is how obvious the puppetry front is. Of course we have programmed 'nice' celebs who run little fan armies, and of course they are deactivated on cue and either never realize or are terrified to come clean. But when the most 'Christian' one of them pulled out of my sphere, the game was on. How could I not call that out?

Here is the straight copy paste into html.

Pinky Guerrero updated her status.
November 10, 2016 ·

I'm ok with people unfollowing me on various medias. I was never here for a numbers game, to amass an army or be the cool kid. I've noticed that those of us who are here for a purpose, though, tend not to have big follower numbers.

I will issue a set of challenges. This goes out to power players, whether you're just a regular person collecting tons of friends or a major player who creates world content. (This is *not* a challenge issued to private friend and family groups.)

 1- Be honest about your follower numbers. I got intensely honest on mine and discovered 3/4 of them were abandoned accounts. Big numbers mean NOTHING. I have nothing but disrespect for anyone thinking a large follower number makes you *somebody*. That goes for you too, celebs.

 2- Go public. Stop the private/protected posting and take the brunt of what you stir up in other people. Learn how to say things nicely, how to be courteous and respectful of other people's problems and beliefs, and how to be a real person to ALL your fans, not just the ones who suck up. I unfollowed a certain celebrity on twitter I have followed across media for many years because I finally just couldn't take the hatefulness any more.

 3- Stop competing. If the real game is about helping others survive tragedies and assisting with charities, then let's focus on the real game. I watched a whole lotta popular and famous people take sides in the election war, and all I saw it doing was making everyone hatier. Can we fix that now, please? Living LIFE isn't about whose flag we carry, it's about being *human*. Drop the flag and join the human race. ALL of you.

 4- Focus on the here and now. Who are you behind your masks? What are you really doing with your lives? Is there more to you than taking sides?....

If I can be a public person with all my problems, all you big shots can, too. Do you wanna help me help the world heal or not? Think about it. And don't worry about getting back to me. Lurkers are my favoritist people. 

Pinky Guerrero 
I clearly should define "power player" to mean "affects many hundreds of people almost immediately".

Back to here and now on this blog. Let's add another note. I'm all for rooting out the cabal, but some of the ugly glee I'm seeing around it in public is not something I want to be. Of course I want human traffickers and rapists gone. Yes, of course I want the rich overlords using us as pawns and guinea pigs to stand trial for crimes committed thinking they were above the law. Who doesn't want these things? Do I want to turn into Lord of the Flies myself? NO. Good lord, people. Some of you call yourselves Christians.

The Cabal is real, and they are very, very bad. But Pinky the interface has been saying for years that the way we win is by remembering kindness is logical. And even though you guys really don't know how tough and mean Janika really is yet, Janika is here to continue the belief that hate in every form is going to be your own undoing. You can believe you are right and righteous and the most loving caring compassionate person on the planet, but hate is not love. Likewise, even mercy killing is not done out of hate or anger. Understand that tough love is exactly that.

Tough. Love.

Go love the world, and heal it.

Monday, November 5, 2018


Terrible guilt. Every time I use a paper towel a litany of waste zips around smashing things in my head. Things like how bad I am for making a forest so expendable. Grinding life down to pulp so I can wipe up a mess. Razing the planet for my wanton excess of selfish slop.

Where did that even come from? I have felt this nearly all my life. I vaguely remembering this guilt starting decades ago. There was commercialism making my life easier, and politicism via environmental awareness making me feel guilty about it. You hardly see that nowadays.

I've worked several eye opening jobs where the waste of papers and plastics in all forms is mandatory. It's mandatory because policies dictate cleanliness. I remember changing waste bins in hospital offices, labs, waiting rooms, public and private bathrooms. I also remember the extreme amount of clean up behind doors in surgery, labor and delivery, and the ER. A hospital is one thing. I also worked hotel desk, retail, and food industry. Guess which one had the most waste I ever saw in my life. Retail.

I know I consume very little on the grand scale. But I am aware I do. I'm not against straws and napkins and plastic forks. I'm very pro whatever makes life easier for us all, with babies, disabilities, and other life-grinding challenges. I know I don't have to feel guilty. I didn't create this bingefest mess. I didn't create throwing trash into the oceans. None of us 'little people' created that.

I'm ready for governments and policies and corporations to fix this. Stop selling our garbage to companies who are happy to dispose of it without remorse just because there is no law stopping it, yet. Find better ways to deal with our mass consumption, which is not the fault of the huddled masses at all. We've been spoonfed and raised on consumerism, we are so dependent on it that we cannot survive without it very well. Those who created this- fix it.

I felt the need to write this out because I'm feeling it. I know politics is all over the map right now. I'm over here feeling guilty because I used a paper towel.